but i don't need them at all. just our hands and our eyes
as we walk upon the waterline.

Late AGAIN. weird schedule AGAIN. so ready for new orleans. so ready to miss two trig classes ugh. Assembly was dumb except a mom gave a good speech :’) Spanish essay slaughtered me. Then I went to taylor’s badminton game. It was fun to watch. People are strange. Moms are nazis. I think about the most irrelevant things when i’m tired.

hate mondays. every 15 minutes today l o l . whatever it wasn’t fun it was kind of just a waste of time and it extended my lunch and fucked up my school schedule. came to TA late because I forgot about schedule. class went on a field trip so I arrived to an empty classroom. the other TA and a girl that was late to class because of the same reasons as I all hung out drawing on the board and racing wheeled chairs down the hall. we were gearing up for going down the hall and the principal passed and just didn’t say a thing. then some lady got PISSED at us and we booked it. during lunch alexander, eli, aaron and I all went to the market and got food. I GOT A BAGUETTE. alexander got enough food to feed a family. two loaves of garlic bread, a large large bag of chips, and some chocolate egg things? yeah it was funny. then they played dubstep in the ride back to prepare themselves for the food they were about to gorge on. english was ok. english is always ok. knox moved me at the beginning of class though it was dumb. then he told me I was brilliant that’s wEirD. my 11x14 of MAH came in the mail it looks so pretty 8) I love kanye west

woke up almost around noon. still so tired though. went and ate a banana and strtes watching harry potter weekend. that was pretty much my whole day until I thought I saw the shape of a person in our shower. I was home alone for the whole day and I was scared shitless so I called my dad and I waited for him at the least visible location on our property. turns out I was imagining it and everything but I wanted him to stay anyways. I mean if there was someone in my house…I wouldn’t really be surprised since I’m so damned paranoid about it. I need to hire someone to stay home with me all the time or something. I need to calm down. Then I watched harry potter with my dad until my mom got home. then I hated life until my least favorite person left. then I continued to watch harry potter. then I looked at the prints that came in the mail. I want to print more 8x10s. then I ate an apple with a spoon. the end.

Drumline competition ALL DAY. I wanted to go home after performance since I’m all sickly and everything but some bastards took the seats in the only car going back early. We did pretty well at our last performance. I mean a lot better than we usually do since we always lose hehe. Then we went and watched guard and it was so cool I thought it was really cool because it was cool. Then dinner. Then awards late late. Of course we didn’t win anything but our guard got two seconds!!!! Because they did so well. The whole all-day thing plus the down time between prep, rehearsal, performance and awards kind of really reminds me of how much I miss track. Eli and I went long jumping before guard rehearsed for their first go and I really just miss it all. I mean, drumline is really not that much like track AT ALL for us, but the way our guard is, it’s kind of similar. Everyone is friends on guard and everyone loves guard if they are on guard and they actually try. One major difference is how they treat prep I mean in track it’s like “no don’t eat an hour prior to your race and beforehand eat fruits and proteins and starches” but in guard they were about to leave for a run-through and they were like “do you want chocolate or soda to get your energy up????” weird. I really miss track and cross country. woe is me.

too tired/sick this morning. got to school maybe an hour late lol. finished being a buttface to my history test. spanish homework trekking. didn’t even finish it. went home and wanted to sleep but my brother was home!!!!!!!! and I sure do miss my brother sometimes. we watched bruce lee movies together until he left. then I blew my nose four trillion times. I’m turning in early because I have to wake up at ass oclock tomorrow for drumline. kill me now kill me now kill me now. wish I was @ sxsw. kind of led myself into this one lol kill me.

love off periods. don’t love tutoring. love TAing. Love english class. we brought out mein kampfy chair and “worked” outside today after we finished Igby Goes Down. it was nice but hot so it wasn’t all perfect and everything. I really like english class now and stuff. I was ass tired all day. kind of sucked but whatever man. did nothing all after school and stuff except for go on facebook and chat and stuff. wish I was at sxsw and stufFfFfFfFf

I hate st patrick’s day SO MUCH. worst pseudo-holiday EVER for people under 21. got sick this morning and didn’t go to school until 5th. trig was funny though because people acted like it was the end of the world. found out about the bank overdrafting me WAY more than they should ever. wow kill me. got some pictures developed from michigan!!!!! drumline eh. spent a while on the phone with people today. found out some things about may that SHOULD be good. then three hours talking about whatever. I love phone calls yall.

JESUS H CHRIST I LOVE MY NEW LENS. sent an important email today. I love TAing even thought it’s sometimes awkward. I have come to embrace how terrible my english class is. went around to the book store again. in all this chaos we found girl scout cookies.

I got up and presented a pretty damned good history presentation. I am amazing. Dentist appointment later in the day and then I wanted to skip the rest of trig and everything but my mom got PISSED. what is like like being me, but not funny? after school I didn’t have detention so I got a NEW LENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then meandered in the book store and saw some people I knew lookin pretty rough. got home and watched divinity for an hour or so. yep. happy pi day

So much that I loved about this short vacation. One of them being sleeping on a couch and being SO comfortable with just one blanket. I’m bring serious. More dragrace and then we went to ann arbor before I had to leave :( went shopping and idek these people are so nice. Also, again, michigan has A LOT of hipsters. A lot. Then the airport and goodbyes and meandering and making purchases. Flight with three rows to myself? Awesome. So much tmo. Dallas for two hours and visits with alley and ashlee! ! ! ! ! Yep. Flight home sitting next to some old folk. Some dummy took my bag instead of his and I was scared shitless. Got it back though. Went home and stayed up significantly longer than I should have.

Woke up early for dentist to put my tooth back on hehajroabodhe. She was nice but smelled a little. She got a weird color for the tooth seal but at least she did it. Went back to the house and got familiar with rupauls dragrace oh my GOD. fabulous. Then Sydney and I checked out pontiac. We got seventeen types of lost on the way there holy shit. Then we went shopping in royal oak for a little before we went back to her house. I watched the soup with Michael while Sydney did some math homework and then we had pizza and then we went back to pontiac to see copeland!!!!!!! So many hipsters o lawd. But then again hipsters are everywhere in michigan. I kinda liked it. We got in and didn’t give a shit about the bands until person l played. I love kenny. Then I can make a mess played. I love ace. THEN COPELAND PLAYED AND I WANTED TO SHAKE AND CRY IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL WHILE IT LASTED. took a lot of film. We had to leave some bit early which was sad but life is life yep.

I woke up at one this morning to slowly get my ass down tithe airport. I got sick right before I left and I was afraid I’d be late lol life. Airport around four and was ridiculously alone. There’s nobody at the airport at 4AM. Not even the people at the stores. I explored a little and got to my terminal a little before my flight. On the way to DFW I sat next to some large man with a beard who took up WAY too much space while he slept. I also broke my tooth on a cracker on the way to DFW. Bliss. When we landed we had to take fucking like an hour to get to the gate because some other dick plane was late. Dallas was hot therefore I hate Dallas. At DFW I called my mom and got everything situated regarding my tooth and then I waited for my flight!!!! I really love flying. I think it’s great being up in the stratosphere. Landed in detroit and went to sydney’s house!!!!! All the homes in mitten look like home alone houses it’s so cute. All the trees were leafless and the weather was cold I knew I was going to love it. I met all of sydney’s family and then we just hung out for an hour or so looking at all the stuff in sydney’s room. Then we went to dinner at salvatore scallopinis!!!!!!!! amazing italian like I was in heaven. I had pesto and stuff. Sydney’s friend lauren was there she’s funny. They are funny together. Sydneys brother Michael is like a walking jeopardy board. After dinner Lauren Sydney and I went to birmingham and meandered. We went to “java” which is where they hang out a lot? Yeah. Also we went and bought incense at a smoke shop. Also we saw a lot of middle schoolers being dumb in the area. Sydney’s awkward friend bonny came to java and he was awkward. Enjoyable though. Then we saw jbiebs. Then we started back towards sydney’s house. Then we stopped at her school and they showed me all over and I swear the michigan public school system is LOADED. It was such a nice school. If I wasn’t all situated in California, I’d want to go love in Michigan to go to school there. Then we went to the house and we lurked people a lot and then we eventually went to bed around two AM?yeah sounds about right bacause it’d be about 11 in california. So much the morning of.

Finally pseudo-prompt. I finished a lot today. The schoolweek, photo assignments, a spanish test, trig homework, getting a truancy letter and packing for the weekend. I hate when people leave, but at least I’m leaving around the same time they are. I enjoy when others have goals set in relation to their happiness. I’m waking up soon and I feel like I’m forgetting something.

I’m so behind on everything. I hate seeing some of my classmates that I used to talk with a lot. worked on the history project all of first and tutorial, and then some of second while i wasn’t doing actual work. camera shop DIDN’T HAVE MY LENS AND I AM PISSED. english class was empty and we went outside and brought our desks except jaden and i brought out mein kampfy chair to share. I met some new people!!! then I had detention for being late. then I went home and my dad told me how I’m ruining my life kewl!!!!!!!!!!! I like guacamole and mail. I thought a lot about the kids my brother and I got to know around where we used to live with papa and it’s so weird to think that we never spoke to them after we moved. I get freaked out by noises I hear here when I’m alone because I live in the middle of nowhere. and where there is nothing, there shouldn’t be noise, right? it scares me a lot.

talented people!!!!! my mom said yes to a few things today that made me very happy. TOAD TRIP!!!!!! I’m very short. I love google. ok.